When she was twenty-one, Amanda Sullivan found herself struggling to hold on to hope in a world of uncertainty. So she ran away from the fear and left a decade of pain in her wake.

Now five years sober, she has made a fresh start in a new town and even found a church to call home. Still, she is held prisoner by what-ifs and should-haves that threaten to rip apart the new life she has built and hurt the two people who matter most to her in this world. Sister Isabel keeps telling her that God’s grace is sufficient for her, but what does that mean? Will Mandy find the faith to trust the Lord with the plans he has for her?

Or will she run again?

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